~Randomness~

(at work right now, done with all my assignments already, just killing time, so heres some brainfood. Enjoy!)

A surgeon has been recently charged for giving a disabled patient "excessive drugs" inorder to make him die faster so that the patient's organs could be used for a transplant surgery.

Prosecutors stated that Dr. Hootan Roozrokh prescribed morphine and an additional anti-anxiety drug to Mr. Ruben Navarro so he could use his organs. 

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Would you ever be afraid to consent to donating your organs in the event of death, out of concern that they would kill you earlier for your organs?

**waitwaitwait, before u start to read all this, click play on the youtube video up there^^ music makes everything better*

Hmm so I’ve realized that I haven’t been on xanga in forever, dunno exactly why persay but just haven’t really had the time to make one of my usual FULLBLOWN xanga entries

Life’s been hectic lately, just waiting for some downtime-----> Thanksgiving break, but even then we have like a bajillion papers/long term things thrown at us to do.

Haven’t had much free-internet time, and if I did, u’d prolly catch me on FACEBOOK.

Yes, I made one.
(aren’t u proud of me?)

look me up on it.

Oh yea.. I made mock trial.. -.-
And apparently, im doing pretty well at school.
That’s all the goodnews I have. Sry guys.

I don’t really know what to write anymore.
I’ve been permanently at a loss for words for a while.
(its not that I don’t know what im THINKING. Cuz I do. I know perfectly well whats going through my head.. just I don’t know what to write/censor out to make this a presentable entry)

Its hard to explain.

You know.. I really hate those now. But more so than that, people that can’t keep them.  If u know u can’t, or that ur gonna break them, why make them in the first place?  Whats the point?  See the part about “expectation”? Yea. People tend to think that ur going to keep them no matter how extreme they are, simply because you, yes you, gave your word, a promise. So they get their hopes up.. and you only end up hurting them, and unless that was ur goal… why do it?

***People always say.. don't make promises that u can't keep.  Listen to them.  But obviously ppl don't.***

Just another thing to add to my “What I Don’t Get” list.
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I also hate highly dislike cliques and all that school drama crap.
#1 Drama. its stupid
#2 theres no need for it
#3 100% of the time, all that crap isn’t even true.
#4 whats the point?
#5 if u really wanted something to talk about, at least take the time and effort to get the TRUTH at least then its credible.
#6 not all of us enjoy gossiping about it as much as others do. (lets name those type of people.. type A)
#7 so if u do, keep it to urself, and by that I don’t mean talking about it within ur lil friends, but I mean leave everyone else OUT of it.
#8 for people that DO enjoy it.. what the hell is wrong with you?
#9 Get a Life.
#10 if u think that talking shit about everyone IS a life.. u need a new one
#11 if u are one of those people, I’d like it very much if u got off my xanga right now
#12 stop reading
#13 …
#14 *sighs*

#15 oh thanks for all those that wished me a happy 15^th last month. (10/12)
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oh wait, one last thing.  The kind of people that I hate dislike the most: the type of people that have a semi-existent conscience and a messed up version of integrity, (lets name these type B).  So type A and type B people frequently interact. 

**Type B knows the things that type A are doing/saying are very wrong, morally incorrect, yet.. they do NOTHING. NADA. ZERO.

**Type B just happily lets type A go on and wreck havoc. 

If you KNOW that someones doing something bad, or saying the wrong things. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.  Take a STAND for what u believe in. Especially if its towards/about someone u know or care about.  I do not mean u should go and bash their skulls in, but at least ATTEMPT, slip in a word, SET THINGS STRAIGHT, talking is a form of communication u know? But don’t u dare just sit on ur bum and LET it happen.  Knowing that something is WRONG and doing it anyways, or letting others and not attempting to clear things up is worse than being ignorant, bcuz that makes u just as bad as type A. Actually no, that would make u worse.
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I have a xanga for a reason.
It’s where I can complain, rant, and possibly act emo if I want.
So don’t take that away too.

This was just a rant. I repeat. This was just a rant. So no need for “omgsh!! *gasp*!! She better not be talking about me, *relays info*” and all that crap. (but chances are.. if ur thinking that my descriptions can be applied to you.. yea… just think about that) Because im tired of all this.  I’m Done.

Haven’t updated in a while.. and as requested from Henry and Caleb.. lol here I am.

So.. my cousin Eddison, Eddy, came into TOWN.. more accurately into the COUNTRY (He lives in Canada) along with my Uncle and my Aunt. It was nice having some  family around. We’re really close, basically grew up together, and everytime we meet up again (which is very RARELY) we basically spend a few nights –minus the sleep- and have like a “POW_WOW” lol, filling each other in on everything that’s been happening in our lives and such. Its always pretty interesting stuff and its like u get new “perspective” after retelling things and reflecting.

And after like completely spilling my guts out I’ve realized that.. im for the most part.. CONFUSED about everything.. there are VERY few.. maybe.. one or two things in my life that im ABSOLUTELY SURE about… like CONSTANTS.. that will alwaysss be there…. iono what im rambling on about.. so im gonna stop there before I come off as completely overdramatic and emo lol.. cuz.. thattt would not be good. Well I mean hey.. that’s what’s xanga is for right?

Oh and of course,

NEW SONG: The Space In Between Us by Building 429 *first stumbled across this song on Caleb’s xanga*  (just sit for a while and listen..)

Jumping onto the bandwagon… and I present you with… “my schedule.”

1.  Bio AP: Swajian
2. Hum SS (AP Gov): Zehe
3. Hum Eng (Eng 10 GT): Ryan
4A. Orch: Cammarata
4B. French Honors: Doff
5. Precalc GT: Miller
6. Psych AP: Blakeslee (hopefully this will soon turn into “Chem GT: Nelson”)

So anyways… school starts tomorrow, and for once im not all excited and hyped up about a new school year.. iono not quite sure why but w/e…

So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you’re gracefully falling away

Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It’s cold where you’re going
I hope that your heart’s always warm
I gave you the best
I gave you the best that I had..

Back from CTY…wiser, tanner, sadder, and more confused than ever.

I hope everyone had as great a time at Lancaster as I did.  Despite the RA’s buckling down on us with all those new rules and crap *not that we followed them..* we still managed to have soo much fun.  Bottom line: the site sucked, but the people more than made up for that.  I got into the car shortly after leaving F&M and just broke down, started crying, and couldn't stop.  I can't quite get used to this emptiness/silence at home. i miss everything about camp and more importantly the people that were there to spend those wonderful 3 weeks with me.  Never did i think that i would actually miss the constant whir of frisbees and other flying objects.  I came not really expecting to meet all the amazing people that I did and i've left with more jokes, memories, friends, and good times than i could ever ask for. (oh and chemistry was actually really fun lol)  I can’t believe all the ‘drama’ that went on at “nerd camp” and all the mixed emotions and confusion that comes along hand in hand. But seriously, camp does change you.  Everyone was so close *it happens when you live, eat, sleep, shower, learn, dance, and breathe with these people for 3 weeks* and that feeling of ‘belonging’ I’ll truly miss.  All of you have had such an impact on me and I can honestly say that I’ll never forget you guys.  So thank you to everyone who made camp such a great experience, i love you guys. (truly i do lol)  And to those who i didn't have to privilege to really get close with and know better, yea, it was my loss and i hope to see you all again sometime. 

See you all soon. (some of u in August, and then again in the Winter time ;])

Missing you all TERRIBLY.

So everyone, KEEP IN TOUCH.
And PLEASE (if u have one) email me contact lists/info, if you haven't done so already, cuz i didnt' really get my sheet around to alot of ppl, just a couple.
also, PICTURES/myspace/xanga/other links/phone numbers and all that would be greatly appreciated as well!!!

You guys truly made this an unforgettable summer. So heres to

CTY:LANCASTER_SESSION_1_2006!!!!!!!

“And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless”

i'll be honest, the silver linings are getting
harder and harder to manufacture
& the smiles are so difficult to fake.

Somehow I know we'll meet again. Not sure quite where and
I don't know just when. You're in my heart so until then,
it's time to say good-bye…
~The Muppets Take Manhattan~

you're a summer's breeze that comes and goes,
but somehow lingers on…

Jess, Phil, Dave, Linhan, Celina, Richard, John, Kevin, Darren, Jackie, Tara, Ilyssa, Salina Y., Dorothy, Jessica Chen, Karen, Dave L., Shirou, Andrew, Ben, Alex, Vicki, Tang, Tina, Pat Li, Pat-Mouse, Dennis, Johnston, Andre, Vincent, Sameer, little Andrew, Rohan, Nishant, Lisa, Eric, Artem, Mari-Elise, Hannah, Tiffany, Emily, Joe, Joe C, Alec, Jahir, DALAK, KATY, and EVERYONE else.

Love Always,
Nance<3